Cutie-Watching + Some More

wow. i had to give a LOT of girls second looks *.*

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on an entirely different note:

i miss this girl from not-so-long-ago. i always feel like i have to protect her because she’s sooooo damn nice and trusting! and when i say nice, i mean like,

"she says every act of kindness is a little bit of love we leave behind" kind of nice. but she doesnt say so. i just get that feeling. no talk about helping others, feeling sorry for others, etc etc. every act of kindness is a little bit of love we leave behind. she just lives it. that’s from a song. and she lives it.

and that gets me. the heart is there. sometimes i have to wonder if she really did feel something, like some people have told me. like now. and then i have to stop, because i know she’s way above me. in heart. i can’t handle hers. me being myself, i’d probably break it. no matter what.

and then i think, "isn’t that what it’s all about? making do with what’s there, and facing difficulties, and overcoming obstacles? you have a great human being there, and she thinks you’re ok. do something, you blockhead." it’s right out of a peanuts comic strip.

no.

it’s not worth it. im not taking any chances with her. she’s all that i believe to be good in life, and im not taking any chances. not for anything.

"she says every act of kindness is a little bit of love we leave behind." that’s from a song.