Back!

Took a week off from blogging! been a little busy hehe. watched ironman, went girl hunting, and now i’m home and bored.  ive been a fat little piggy the past few weeks, with all the junk food.. but that’s ok.  it tasted good hehehe. i can’t say i wont do it again.

i also went around looking for blogs to visit! so far, i got one hit back hehe. thanks kat! you’re a girl, so i like you already.  peace! i’ll add you up tonight  

bball, ps2 and girls

i played from 7am to 12pm today. i am sooo beat! x.x and it doesnt help that my leg still hurts from when i did that FINGER-ROLL layup last week (yes, i JUST learned to do a finger-roll layup recently.) ah well, gets the sweat out, so it’s cool.

i just lost to my friend! and i thought i was unbeatable in NBA live 2003!

STACY KEIBLER IS SUCH A BABE!
*koff*

no, i don’t watch the wwe, but she REALLY IS. god, what a body! what a smile! lol.
also, have you guys noticed how female volleyball players have looooong legs? wow heheh. i should marry one xD kidding! Üv

and yes, im prolly in to music for the girls, THEN for love of it xD

HAPPY BDAY TO ME!

well, yesterday was my bday. hmn.. i woke up around 11pm, to find most a lot of my cousins around for my lil bro’s surprise bday party (it got postponed,) and it turns our we’re having ONE CONSOLIDATED party, except it was only a surprise for him.

so we played games, all of which i lost, except the one with the pinata, since i always somehow got those things a lot xD also, i played a game of bball with one of my cousins who used to play for varsity. i won xD

for dinner, i treated the family. kimpura. heheh i love that place xD but parting with money was so traumatic x.x yaks.

then we went home, cut the cake. it was about 11:30pm. THEN came the gifts. they got me a cd rack. and my parents gave me (insert monetary value.) in cash.

"HOLY MOLY COW, BATMAN!"

my first reaction was, "i can’t accept this!" i just felt like the amount was kind- WAY TOO MUCH FOR JUST A BDAY GIFT X.X well, they forced me to take it anyway. i’ll just deposit it in one of my accounts @.@ wow.

– enough of my bday —

we were also at the greenhills night bazaar. ooh, lots of pretty women especially the one running "hollywood blvd."

Random Trip

hmn. i just got back from baguio. it was cool. hehe *pun* Ü

so i was in this bar, right? hmn, gimbals ata. anyways, i wanted to see some good bands, but i didnt catch any xP geh, it was a HUGE disappointment. THEN i noticed this hottie about 2 tables in front of me.. she was kinda like lookin at me, then whispered to her friend, then they were BOTH looking at me. i thought it was very cool.

so what did i do? nothing. "wtf dyou mean ‘nothing’?!" nothing, nada, zip. why? because i never quite got comfortable with the thought of picking up girls. i mean, i told a friend about it and he told me i should have gone over and introduced myself. i dunno..

i guess a big part of it comes from being chinese. i mean, i believe in robert palmer’s
"whether yellow, black or white.. each and every man’s the same inside," but i feel like my upbringing has created some sort of segregation between the two races (fil and chi,) at least romantically, even tho my parents are ok with the idea of me ending up with a filipina. so i really dont get it sometimes! and it sucks because i go for a lot of filipinas! i.e. donita rose, barbie almalbis, the girl from the bar.. nyeks. well, im so sick of it next time, il be my usual overconfident self and introduce myself to anyone

"i didnt use to believe in angels.." ROFLMAO XD that has got to be the WORST pickup line XD

i just realized im listening to level 42 again! god, im so old! hahahahah xD

Stacy Keibler is a BABE!

i just really have to say this again..

stacy keibler is a babe!

and i mean that in the best sense, without malice ythink it’s easy to look so good? i bet she looked at her tush in the mirror a few times, fixed her hair for about an hour.. make-up, and a nice, hot shower before that. just to look great. for me. and a billion other guys like me. and i guess im just saying thanx by acknowledging how great she looks

i kinda paraphrased the idea from somewhere, i cant remember really.

Girls

it’s true. i really like girls. i mean, not just as a gf, but as everything. a friend, a sister, whatever. i like how they try really hard to look good for me, and a billion other guys like me, and though i may complain, i actually appreciate how they spend so much time doing it.

i like their perfume, and how they hold onto each other’s hands like they were lesbians. and i like lesbians too. and their perfume, and how they toy with their hair, and high heels and flats and sneakers. how they spend almost as much time with the mirror as i do. or when they get miffed, and get all red. and hope they talk about guys behind their backs. it’s just so fucking cool! ^.^

it’s really nothing, i just felt like sharing. you can’t find anyone who likes girls more than i do. and i realize i posted something like this before @.@;;

Meeting Dihj

i met up with dihj. now i can say it without the quotation marks Ü that was about 20 mins ago. my house is a five minute walk from where we were ahahah.

also,

i realized that i cant do the last part of "more than a feeling," the SINGING part, i mean. that’s some high stuff @.@

i can’t use the civic tomorrow.. damn! xP speaking of which, i have classes again tomorrow! baaad triiip xP i had this feeling i was on summer break lol.

A Few Random Things

my baguio trip:

so i just got back from baguio, and it was a so-so trip. nothing much really, EXCEPT for this girl i saw at the starbucks in camp john hay! wow~ *.*

• if i had to give a presentation of my physically ideal woman, i’d use her as a visual aid.

• she’s a younger donita rose, with nicer hair, and HOPEFULLY better legs.

• ok, maybe she could use a little more height

• but otherwise, i was.. dammit! why didnt you make a move you..! ><

ok, so a crowded starbucks in the mountains isn’t exactly the best place to make a move, especially when you’re both surrounded by family. but still. and she was looking at me too!

bah. enough.

in other baguio-news, i got myself a new white beaded necklace, which i found out wasnt made of beads, but with shells, justifying the extreme difference in price from the last white beaded necklace i bought. (30 pesos! that would be one dollar like, 10 years ago!) ><

also, it was pretty cold, but if you’ve ever stood out on the balcony in shorts and nothing else on a cold cold canadian winter morning, it’s not really much to write home about. but i am. XD

Party Time!

party tonight. maybe. i dont know if im going yet ehe. it’s a block party.. thing is, not my school, not my block. and she’s going. ive only been scared of women twice in my life. she’s number 2. number 1 didnt work out, but we’re buds, i guess. but number 2 scares me. agh.

and i guess thats why i really go for her.

maybe i should go to the party. il ask my parents later. (lol 18 and still asking xD well, that’s why mothers like me xD)

My Girl

i finally know what to say when asked "what’s your type of girl?".. she’s rachel leigh cook be proud, rach, take a bow xD physically, anyway. never mind no long legs, i like her the way she is actually, she looks a LOT like the girl i like who stops time for most of the guys i know. ahaha. i have to make a move! 0.0

what brought this on? i just watched she’s all that again. i like the movie because of her Ü
so much for hating chic flicks.

also, my block won the uhm, whatever it was. i dunno if i should be proud or ashamed @.@ proud that we won, or ashamed that we actually studied –; well, THEY won and THEY actually studied. i wanted nothing to do with it xP lol.

Cutie-Watching + Some More

wow. i had to give a LOT of girls second looks *.*

..

on an entirely different note:

i miss this girl from not-so-long-ago. i always feel like i have to protect her because she’s sooooo damn nice and trusting! and when i say nice, i mean like,

"she says every act of kindness is a little bit of love we leave behind" kind of nice. but she doesnt say so. i just get that feeling. no talk about helping others, feeling sorry for others, etc etc. every act of kindness is a little bit of love we leave behind. she just lives it. that’s from a song. and she lives it.

and that gets me. the heart is there. sometimes i have to wonder if she really did feel something, like some people have told me. like now. and then i have to stop, because i know she’s way above me. in heart. i can’t handle hers. me being myself, i’d probably break it. no matter what.

and then i think, "isn’t that what it’s all about? making do with what’s there, and facing difficulties, and overcoming obstacles? you have a great human being there, and she thinks you’re ok. do something, you blockhead." it’s right out of a peanuts comic strip.

no.

it’s not worth it. im not taking any chances with her. she’s all that i believe to be good in life, and im not taking any chances. not for anything.

"she says every act of kindness is a little bit of love we leave behind." that’s from a song.

The Movie Date!

She’s coming, and she’s bringing her two best buddies along. i dont mind, it’s just that i feel uncomfortable with those two around x.x

ah well. i guess it IS unfair of me to share our movie thing with the rest of my barkada –;

let’s just hope it works out x.x